fulfill my little wish; just to grow old with you and be your little girl always*

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I canât believe it,
Tell me Iâm dreaming
But we are still âweâ

It was amazing
Said you were lucky
That you found me

It was on a rainy day that we met
You didnât have a place to go
I said we just met so letâs go slow
But no, you just told me to keep you from the cold

Sorry, I canât take it
Why did you fake it?
Why did we kiss?

And Iâm just down
You left me with a note without a sound
I figured I must have been such a child
Youâll never know how much Iâve been around
How my heart just frowns

If youâre down
Iâll be your teddy bear, Iâll be your clown
Iâll take you round and round and
If you donât mind, I could be your standing ground
Even if that means, Iâd drown

And baby, thatâll be my one last vow

Wednesday, May 31, 2006 @3:05 PM

shishi.is.and.will.be.missing.himhim.loads - shi`

Firstly..

Happy 20th Birthday dearie, HuieN! *loves

Yesterday, had dinner at Fish 'n' Co with darlin` arieL, deaNna, huieN and Joelle plus Lincoln and Timo to celebrate huieN and deaNna's 20th birthday! :D

After the dinner at around 9.45 pm, met up with ErN.lg and his friend, Jensen - home sweet home (:

*** *** ***

Waiting for production to start, which is most probably next Wednesday.
Hence, in the mean time, I have seriously nothing to do! >.<
Wowing the whole day doesn't really helps..

Can't wait to go home!

you know you love me*

Tuesday, May 30, 2006 @2:19 PM

i.dont.need.anymore.excitements.to.complete.my.life.now - shi`

Today is the second last day of the month - May.
In 5 hours time, its dinner at Bugis Fish 'n' Co with my darlins` plus class guys to celebrate deanna and huieN's birthday!
In 1 day time, its HuieN's birthday!
In 3 days time, its ErN.lg and deanna's birthday!
In 8 days time, ErN.lg will be flying back to hk for a whole 2 months or longer ):
In 44 days time, I will be flying to hk too :D

In the meanwhile, its wow time! (:

*** *** ***

If only you can trust me a tiny winy bit more.. *shrugs

you know you love me*

Sunday, May 28, 2006 @12:14 PM

it.is.important.for.couples.to.have.something.in.common - shi`

ErN.lg help me get wow on Friday! :D
We create new characters!

Me: Night Elf Druid: Deenpor >.<
ErN.lg: Night Elf Warrior: Sorlo =P

Just 2 days, we are both at level 17! wahahaha

*loves

you know you love me*

Friday, May 26, 2006 @3:54 PM

when.i.am.tired.the.only.place.i.wanna.be.is.HOME* - shi`

I am mentally tired.
I am physically tired.
And when I am tired like this..
The one and only place I want to be is.. HOME*

you know you love me*

Thursday, May 25, 2006 @12:25 PM

i.am.just.a.little.kid.who.loves.going.to.school - shi`

All of a sudden, I miss school life - in particular secondary and JC*

I miss wearing uniforms.
I miss attending classes, lectures and tutorials.
I miss we trying all ways to break school rules
- those colourful hair pins, ankle-length socks, never gonna tuck in the shirt like nerds, always 'forgot' about belts, loosely wore ties etc etc etc
I miss those days I just sit around in school with one whole group of friends
- playing, chatting and laughing our precious time away..
I miss those basketball trainings with all my basketball girls! *miss

I miss. I miss. I miss..

School life so so so much.. *loves

you know you love me*

Wednesday, May 24, 2006 @6:35 PM

I trust and I believe.. In you*

Most importantly..

I love you >3<

Sor.lo (:

Our Voodoo dolls :D

you know you love me*

@12:25 AM

To ErN.Lo_gong*

Ngor jee lay how see ho stress`
Ngor mm hai yiu wan ye fan lay..
Ngor jee hai yiu lay jee..

Lp ho mm fong sum, sum ho can..
Ho mm jee dim suen..

*sigh

Lp.shi`

you know you love me*

Tuesday, May 23, 2006 @10:11 PM

i.am.scared - shi`

I am scared, so scared..
Yet, I have no one to turn to..

I need a pair of ears to listen to my sorrows, pain and worries.
I need a pair of arms to make me feel secure.
I need a shoulder to let me cry on.

Afterall, I just want to lead a simple life - just you and me.

you know you love me*

@4:04 PM

i.am.going.to.make.life.simple - shi`

Lincoln said it's pointless complaining about my headache when I don't sleep early..
But I slept at 10 pm yesterday!
And I am still having a very bad headache today ):
It already lasted for almost 2 whole weeks! Damn.

So.. I am going to complain once more..

I am have a damn bad headache! >.<

*** *** ***

I'm gonna make life simple from now on (:

I'm so god damn addicted to wow, level 19 soon! Once I reached level 19, I'm going for PVP and Dungeon! hahaha~~

ErN.LG and I are going to wow throughout the night on 2 June! I'll be getting my own account, and we are both going to create a new character! The Night Elf couple! haha.. Part of his birthday celebration! :D

I love my sor lo.. >3<

you know you love me*

Monday, May 22, 2006 @10:34 AM

it.is.just.an.act.of.impulse.and.stupidity - shi`

Alright, I did something stupid again.
I really didn't mean to let stupidity lead me.
Sometimes, I can do things on impluse - regretting the every next second.

O.. Well, just put it as I'm simply impluse and stupid - never think before I act.

Anyway, I have the right to think and miss anyone of my friends - but not you?

Damn. I guess I just made things worse?!
Whatever.

*** *** ***

To ErN.LG

Don't ask about this entry.
It's nothing serious or big.
Just know that you have a stupid lp that do stupid things.
But..
This stupid lp of yours..
LOVE YOU ALWAYS and ONLY YOU*

*** *** ***

Alright, I need to go back to work and it's wow-ing time! :D

Maybe, I should just concentrate on wow and not maple? *shrugs

you know you love me*

Sunday, May 21, 2006 @11:20 PM

The 3 Songs - shi`

杨丞琳.暧昧*

曖昧讓人受盡委屈　　
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進何時該放棄　　
連擁抱都沒有勇氣

只能陪你到這裡　
畢竟有些事不可以
超過了友情還不到愛情　　
遠方就要下雨的風景

到底該不該哭泣　
想太多是我還是你　　
我很不服氣也開始懷疑
眼前的人是不是同一個真實的你

曖昧讓人受盡委屈　　
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進何時該放棄　　
連擁抱都沒有勇氣

曖昧讓人變得貪心　　
直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你寫不出結局　　
放遺憾的美麗停在這裡

*** *** ***

梁静茹.丝路*

如果流浪是你的天賦　
那麽你一定是我最美的追逐
如果愛情是你的游牧　
擁有過是不是該滿足

誰帶我踏上孤獨的絲路　
追逐你的腳步
誰帶我離開孤獨的絲路　
感受你的溫度
我將眼淚流成天山上面的湖　
讓你疲倦時能夠扎營停住
羌笛聲胡旋舞爲你笑爲你哭
愛上你的全部放棄我的全部

愛上了你之後我開始領悟　
陪你走了一段最唯美的國度
愛上了你之後我從來不哭　
誰是誰的幸福我從來不在乎
誰是誰的旅途我只要你記住

星星就是窮人的珍珠　
你的笑支撐著我虔誠的最初
狂風沙石我得到依附　
穿越過亞細亞的迷霧

雲破日出你是那道光束　
帶著平凡的我走過奇跡旅途

愛上了你之後我開始領悟　
陪你走了一段最唯美的國度
愛上了你之後我從來不哭　
誰是誰的幸福我從來不在乎

愛上了你之後我開始領悟　
陪你走了一段最唯美的國度
愛上了你之後我從來不哭
誰是誰的幸福我從來不在乎
誰是誰的旅途我只要　
我只要你記住

*** *** ***

莫文蔚.張洪量`廣島之戀*

你早就該拒絕我不該放任我的追求
給我渴望的故事留下丟不掉的名字

時間難倒回空間易破碎
二十四小時的愛情
是我一生難忘的美麗回憶

越過道德的邊境我們走過愛的禁區
享受幸福的錯覺誤解了快樂的意義

是誰太勇敢說喜歡離別
只要今天不要明天
眼睜睜看著愛從指縫中溜走
還說再見

不夠時間好好來愛你

早該停止風流的遊戲

願被你拋棄就算了解而分離
不願愛的沒有答案結局

不夠時間好好來恨你

終於明白恨人不容易

愛恨消失前用手溫暖我的臉
為我證明我曾真心愛過你
愛過你愛過你愛過你愛過你

you know you love me*

@2:47 PM

i.am.extremely.tired - shi`

Currently listening to..
张惠妹 - 记得*

I just got 'killed' in Maple! *bOo

Going off to work in 2 hours time.
Extremely tired me.
I need a break from work..
The constant headaches, already lasted for one whole week! Damn.

Life revolves around..
*attachment
*gaming - wowing & mapling
*work.work.work
*ErN

Alright, I need some food.
Going out for lunch now..

Missing all my friends*

//*love.me.for.who.i.am..

you know you love me*

Saturday, May 20, 2006 @6:07 PM

an.entry.before.work - shi`

For the past whole week, I'm suffering for constant headache.
The headache is killing me big time. Fuck.
I wish it will just leave me alone!

*** *** ***

To sor lo`him.him - Lo gong*

Please don't think too much anymore.
Trust me.

I LOVE YOU

you know you love me*

@2:59 AM

everything.is.not.true.i.am.just.too.tired - shi`

Currently listening to..
Janice - Never Let You Go*

Out of the blues, her mind drifted.
She is missing, someone she shouldn't.
Her heart hurting, for the wrong reason.
Her eyes hot filled with tears, tears that she won't allow to fall.
Everything is just so wrong.

I guess I'm just too tired and stressed.

Your Stress Level is: 73%

You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now.
Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out.
Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

How Stressed Are You?

you know you love me*

Friday, May 19, 2006 @3:57 PM

leave.me.alone - shi`

Just popped down 2 panadol extra.
The freaking headache just won't leave me alone! Fuck.
As Lincolnmon said..
Headaches are killers!

The worse thing is..
I have work tonight, tomorrow night and sunday night! Damn.
Nevermind.

Work is good. Work is good. Work is good

*** *** ***

Agenda for the day: Mapling and WOWing! :D

Currently..

Maple: Level 10
WOW: Level 16

you know you love me*

Thursday, May 18, 2006 @6:05 PM

i.wish.everything.to.end.soon - shi`

I'm having a freaking headache now,
It's now a norm though..
It's killing me big time!

*** *** ***

I know I can't write well.
I know my English is lousy.
I need no one to tell me that, I knew it from the start.

I hope and pray that attachment will end as soon as possible!
I'm sick and tired - extreme*

you know you love me*

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 @11:00 PM

i.will.just.let.it.be - shi`

I'm trying my very best to be happy
I'm trying my very best not to do things you won't like
I'm trying my very best to love you the way you deserve
I'm trying so hard, and I know you are trying hard too..

I'll keep on trying my best, till the day I breakdown - I'll hold on.
Maybe I'm just too tired tonight, I kinda brokedown - flare my temper and cried hard*
It's then I realised..

when crying doesn't help anymore..

I'm sorry for the night, forgive me..

you know you love me*

@10:26 AM

I'm just bored.. So..

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

It's kinda true, especially the last part..

you know you love me*

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 @4:49 PM

my.eyes.are.closing.. sleepy - shi`

I love it when I have my laptop with me in the office, cuz I'm able to use and do whatever I want! haha.. =P

Anyways, I'm downloading Maple now.. 29% done so far.. *arghx
So.. WOLS! ):
Gonna install WoW when I get home later after dinner at cine with my darlins` and ErN :D

arieL! deaNna! and..
huieN.. Why can't you make it?! I wanna meet you! *misses >.<

Alrighty, I'm gonna make this entry short and sweet - having a freaking headache now ):

a rose for all my darlins`

you know you love me*

Monday, May 15, 2006 @5:02 PM

to.love.and.to.be.loved - shi`

I'm gonna take a short break from work now, to update my little blog (:

I just finished Marigold's Mango yoghurt, and now.. I'm having the strawberry-flavoured one. O..well, strawberry-flavoured is so much yummy-er than the mango ones.. =X

Anyways, I'm seriously too tired - my head hurting and the feeling is killing me big time! ):

Tonight, I'm going to collect my WHITE laptop! :D
Tomorrow, Ern is going to help me collect the router from Funan..
After which, the one computer and 2 laptops in my house can all connect to the internet! haha..

2 weeks later, I'm going to buy my own wow account.
I will try my best to level up 40 levels by end of July, so Ern and me can play together! >.<

What's more?!

I'm will be flying to Hong Kong for a real short holiday during mid-july : most probably! (:

Alright, before I start crapping.. I shall finish up my yoghurt and go back to work. >.<

I'm missing all my friends.. *loves

you know you love me*

Sunday, May 14, 2006 @1:08 PM

you know you love me*

Friday, May 12, 2006 @9:25 AM

我要快乐*

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪
怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪
怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍
我要快乐
哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
我的决定是对的

you know you love me*

Thursday, May 11, 2006 @6:32 PM

To my darlin` sor lo,

You are not in search for love anymore,
Cuz now you have a love - my love*

You are not in search for a home either,
Cuz you have a home, you or we just need to wait for the right time to 'build' on it..

Every night after a long day, we goes back to a place we called our home, had dinner together as a family, chat abit, play abit, in our room lying on our bed - you will hug me to sleep throughout the night..

//*countdown - 3.days (:

falling.in.love.with.you.all.over.again.. - shi`

you know you love me*

@12:11 PM

i.cant.stop.being.worried.. *confusion - shi`

He's going back to HongKong this coming June.
It might be for a month.
It might be for 3 freaking months.
Or maybe..
It might be for good..?

I don't know..
Confusion, frustration*
Yet, I know I can't do anything but to trust him.

Lo gong, ngor shun lay.
I trust you.

you know you love me*

Wednesday, May 10, 2006 @6:39 PM

falling.in.love.with.you.all.over.again - shi`

I don't know why, but I'm making an effort to update my little blog every day - like what I used to do a year or 2 back then.

*** *** ***

Extremely tired,
I want a break - from everything!
Maybe a little holiday, away from Singapore might help..

Time doesn't stop for you when you're feeling down.
Life goes on, no matter what.
You have a choice.
I have a choice.
We all have a choice..

Choose to be happy. *smile

you know you love me*

Tuesday, May 09, 2006 @2:17 PM

Currently listening to..
*Never Let You Go - Janice

Currently doing..
*Costume search for a hip butterfly fairy for a kids drama

Currently missing..
*ErN.T

Currently feeling..
*Simply emotional - I need a hug, your hug..

Currently yearning to..
*Find ErN, go home and rest!

Currently craves for..
*Brownie with Ice-cream & Billy Bombers' Milkshakes..

Currently... ... ... ... So many so many.. >.<

*** *** ***

Date on a Saturday*

MI3 and The Wild..!
Recently, we have this crazy 'habit' of watching 2 movies in a row on our date. haha.. =P
Anyways, MI3 is really good! Tom Cruise.. Oh my.. >.<
And.. The Wild looks pretty good too ^^

Dinner at Billy Bombers!
MILKSHAKES!!!
Simple love it *yummmm :D

And yes.. I saw LIYEN on Saturday working at Billy Bombers! hee.. >.<

*** *** ***

O.. Well.. ErN and me had Cheese Fondue for lunch today at this Swiss Cafe at Suntec before I head to work..
Simply delicious! =P

I love you so much! >3<

*hur hur

you know you love me*

Monday, May 08, 2006 @2:03 PM

O.. Well - misses no more*

Just came back from lunch, and maybe before I get back to work.. I shall update my little blog. (:

First of all..

HaPpY 19th BiRtHdaY reNa! :D

*** *** ***

Well, life seems to be a routine now.

Mondays to Fridays
*IPP - work.msn.home
*Beach Hut on some Fridays

Saturdays
*ErN's day - basically we go dating on every Saturdays (:
*Mahjong sessions! -till the wee hours >.<

Sundays
*Hommie+Mahjong sessions! :D
*Beach Hut~~~ =X

R.O.U.T.I.N.E`

But I sorta heart this routine. ^^

//*6.more.days.to.go

*loves

you know you love me*

Friday, May 05, 2006 @12:14 PM

*jaded

All of a sudden, I felt emptiness in there - heart.
Something seems to be missing..
Yet, I can't find a reason to explain this emptiness.

Oh well, I guess i'm just feeling a little emo~ >.<

you know you love me*

Tuesday, May 02, 2006 @10:34 AM

*new.beginning

Last Saturday night, I had a very strong urge to update my little blog after sending a sms to someone. Yet, my lousy computer at home is down. In the end, pathetic me wrote it down on a piece of paper and it's like 2 full pages long! *omg

However, after some thoughts and consideration. Plus, some stuffs that I read. I have decided not to post that entry, or maybe I just use one line to summarise the whole 2-page long entry.

Erased.memories, erased.love - the day you became a stranger..

That's it! *hur hur

*** *** ***

hMm.. I'm in quite a good good goody mood today! :)

The long weekend was.. *bOo - cuz i'm working throughout, no break.. :(

Anyways, mummy's gonna go fixed my home computer, finally! So, maybe.. hMm.. eh.. erMm.. Ern and me can level up our WOW?! *bleahx - Plus, I'm gonna take my new laptop by this week too! Double happiness! :D

HongKong this coming Decemeber?! >.<

*** *** ***

I wanna thank all the wonderful people who are there for me - always, helping me through..

And..

I wanna say sorry to certain people for all the trouble that I have brought about to them..

I shall not name any names cuz you guys know who you are. :)

you know you love me*

I don't need any of your comments/words.
For those I need, I will be able to hear.
If you're so desperate,
emaiL`